luni, 28 mai 2018

Sweet amok of blue

                                                                   (Foto: JackRaz)





I dreamed that I couldn’t olden
a view
and I couldn’t propose a body for
two hearts

Then I looked down the valley
of the keen passages
a seduction pregnant with
skirmishes and
a blessing with a wooden leg
were walking there

it felt like I had lungs
to only breathe within that world
and I suddenly plugged
all the cracks on my body
from which the memory of you
flowed in the form
of small ribs

I watered my cravings until floods
kissed every mistaken volume
shivering questions in lazy mouths
a thorny ether selling sympathy
to a scratched passing
just like a nun in her abandonship
with the cross
just like ashes from my past
blinking in the eyes of playful children
on a sunny day
a promise that will rot like a flower
preserved for its dried beauty
in books unwritten

I think I followed a dirge
a rebellion-like silence
or it was a hermit
revived from a loneliness
that I drove away

We entered a garden
full of arrows
relics from left handed
cupids
and he said nothing is fated
but everything’s an epoch
on the side of a dice

Then I looked up
it was somehow blue
sweet amok of blue.

miercuri, 21 martie 2018

Beyondness as a whore

                                                                        (Foto: HellYesArt)



it was on a cold August morning
When I was returning from Bucharest
to my hometown
and after arrival
at 7 AM
I spent a little time in the train station
I smoked a cigar and drank a cup of coffee
walking around and puffing
through misgrown flesh-like advents
destiny stalkers
hearses having pale on pale disscusions
fingers hollowing a beautiful child
stifled, chewed into oblivion
one of them smiled
and said
give me so I can be

I was puffing and mumbling
and watching
then it was certain
that we were all in a cell
where others devoured a heaven sent protein
amongst mills where the brightest ones
were grinding up their ardors
for the good of filth

I heard nothing but
silence like drops of rain
on the roofs of their inner wars
and the need of liberation
was crawling at the bottom
it was beyondness as a whore
sipping from the eves.

sâmbătă, 10 martie 2018

Unsafe cutting of symbols

                                                                (Foto: Daniel Hillier)



she's this tipsy
skin on the wet
morning's soil

and I'm staggering
and watching
for there in the distance
I walk through a qliphoth
stuffed with sunflowers
holding a smoldering
trumpet
it should be the only
tune for
when we can't...

and at the end of the field
I sense rooted in the mark
of the sheep
I howl that way
I howl this way
and here I am

staggering
and watching
this tipsy
skin on the wet
morning's soil


we're just so much flesh
the rest is
growing
knowing
together
devouring backward

believe me
she tickles the earth

underground
with those sloppy, little
roots

go away now
I'll wait here
I have a rosary
with three knots
remember, remember, remember

these are the only
bullets against my gun

vineri, 22 decembrie 2017

I buried your heart at my wounded knee

                                                             (Foto: Olia Pishchanska)




The innocence
Of my craving led me
To these paths with ice above
Crystal clear mirrors
Capturing the portrait of a single dream

My waiting on a bed of joy
And moon-struck hopes

You're praised by another's arms
And we're moving fogward
Where all the apples are truth
And our bond is woven by
Some lying stars

So there's nothing to caress
Nothing to tighten
But a handful of snow
And I'll spread it over
The wooden doors from
Beyond the winter of man

And I shall see thee
Under the bells of destiny
Echoing my many prayers
Cause I buried your heart
At my wounded knee

Thus I'll follow a path of pines
With my desire above
Which is never waning moon. 


Legg di hand i mi hand
Jeg er tåke.

duminică, 19 noiembrie 2017

A symptom of loss


(Foto: lostoneself.deviantart.com)




I have never failed
To stick back the
Vague crocks of loss
But I often hear
The barks of a naked, weird god
From an ancient fresco of feelings
And he always finds my hand
Sliding on silver noons
Picking the crimson threads of being.

I hang on
The sovereign present 
Elegant and speckled
And I hear it
The march of a diluted sequence
A resonant rictus of time
Then I'm caught in a spasm of healing
And I turn my eyes from a night eternal
To a rat in blinding light.

sâmbătă, 1 iulie 2017

Codeine for imaginary wounds

                                                          (Foto: Laura Makabresku)




I'm writing now
from the top of the unknown
celebrating this drilling quietness
in which you were able to light
your little vaporous virtue from afar
in my mind
a candle to guard your abscence

I'm thick in this enstragement
repeatedly asking myself
how many ghosts do I need
to mold one of your gestures?
as I dreamt that
your trembling lips
left burned traces
on the neck of life
and I found myself
pushing you harder but
only in my awakening

I'm thick in this recollection
of imaginary wounds like pitfalls
lured by soil's codeine
in numbness I can cast a crown
upon your hidden kind of being
and yet it's like I have known you
since all the beginnings and the ends

there's a spectrum up here
mixed with bustles and us
forgiving our brightest grays
and the melting of a howl
into the squeezed liquor
of every touch

a strange time is keeping you away
whilst I
create
and
cremate

create
and
cremate
you





vineri, 31 martie 2017

ca Lazăr

                                                              (Foto: Gabriel Wigren)




tu ştii
că la rădăcinile cuvintelor
stau guri zgribulite
cât bate o voie mută
de răstoarnă piatra-n vale
şi preface sarea-n mare

eu ştiu că
prin ea ai să mă vezi cândva
cu o altă stea în spinare
la o poartă de umbră
şi-am să râd ca Lazăr
că ştiu să dau uitării
ce-şi aduce aminte